My Anxiety VLOG

Firstly I want to thank those of you who have emailed, text, DMed or whatever this week showing your support and saying super lovely things to make me feel better. It honestly means so much to me that you took the time to send them!

I usually make videos that are more my weird and happy side and talk about whatever people ask me to do and add my random spin on things. Yeah everyone I know thinks of my as this positive person who always sees the best in situations and that's truly awesome. I do try really hard to forgive, see the best in people, find the positives in the worst days and just go on believing everything will work out. 

BUT there is a side I don't tend to talk about/show at all until recently. Anxiety is something that people believe to be spoken about loads, but when it's you it's really hard to open up about it. I made this video to try help those of you who do have it and still struggle. Life doesn't always go the way you want but it does get better. 

I am super nervous and worried about posting this because it's a side I don't like to show and I don't want people to treat me or think of me any different. It's not like I'm going to die or anything, but if it helps someone it will be worth it, so I hope it does. 

WATCH MY ANXIETY STORY HERE! 

'What's In My Bag' Vlog

As promised I am getting back into my YouTube and here is a new shiny blog for you all. On request I have done a "What's In My Bag" video, featuring my gorgeous Radley handbag. As usual there are weird and wonderful (mostly weird) elements to my video so please watch, like and SUBSCRIBE! If there is any videos you want me to do please comment and let me know!

Watch it here!

Mermaid Chatty Vlog

I MADE ANOTHER VLOG YAYYY! 

I've been so crazy busy with graduating, moving house, travelling, modelling and work that I've left my Youtube to fall a bit behind so I made a new shiny vlog in my new shiny house. I wasn't sure what to do this one on so I just id a chatty one filling you guys in on whats going on. I was also having a mermaid day with fresh mermaid nails, mermaid hair and my gorgeous mermaid necklace I got for my birthday, I guess I just wanted to vlog while I was having a good face day.

Loads of you have suggested some amazing vlogs for me to do next so there will be one again this month when I'm back down south (currently in shrewsbury for my Dad's 60th). 
So watch, LIKE and please SUBSCRIBE! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NuEzg4LRDjw

LONDON HAUL VLOG

So I'm seriously trying not to have a mental breakdown a the moment. In little over a week I will have handed in my final projects for my degree and finished uni. This hand in is so stressful, but in (for the first time ever) a rewarding way. My tutors are FINALLY starting to recognise me for my social media and fashion work and taking me seriously for it. This has been a very long and frustrating road but I'm getting so excited to finish now. 

This is why I've been pretty non existent on here lately but soon I'll be back to normal after all this work gets handed in. I was a bit naughty and filmed a London Haul Vlog over the bank holiday, I justify it as taking a break from uni work so it's ok. A few of you asked for it so here it is! 

Watch it now, like and please SUBSCRIBE! 

Enjoy and thanks for all your support and love! x

Room Tour Vlog

So I've FINALLY got around to uploading my Room Tour vlog. Had a few people ask about where I live so thought I'd make a little tour video for you guys to see my little flat and where I live. I bang on a lot about how much I love falmouth so maybe this will help you see why. WATCH IT NOW and remember to like and SUBSCRIBE! 

Hope you enjoy it, if there is a video you want me to make next comment it and I'll try my best to do it for you! HAPPY SUNDAY!

Spring Has Sprung

Spring is one of the prettiest seasons in my opinion, the bright colours, the sunshine, the warm sun with a chillier breeze. The perfect space for thawing us out from winter and pushing us into summer. This spring shoot was a perfect example of that. The spring sunshine was wonderful with a fresh breeze that was so light it kept us from being too cold. 

Lots of you liked the vlog I shared with you all when I took you behind the scenes of one of my shoots so I thought this would be a beautiful one to vlog and get you feeling ready for spring. I was lucky enough to wear an original 70s dress which was actually worn as a wedding dress. It floated effortlessly in the breeze and the sun made it look even more magical. Such an amazing boho feel in a sea of bright yellow daffodils.

These are some of the final images and they are so summery it's making me so excited for the sumer sun, late evenings on the beach and road trips. What are your favourite things about summer? 

Loads of exciting shoots happening this week so keep up to date with behind the scenes of them and more of what I get up to on my Instagram (@crystallily1) and twitter (@crystallily1)

Photography by my favourite Griffin Photography!

Watch the vlog on this shoot now! 

First Vlog of 2015

It's been a while since I have uploaded a vlog but I am back on youtube with my first video of 2015! It's is a weird one...letting you know what goes on in my mind and how weird I am, but who wants to be normal anyway? Taking about my obsession with nutella, how I don't understand the walrus and how I appreciate my cheeks! Click the link below to watch. Enjoy my loves. 

Watch it here!

Christmas Tree Decorating Vlog

Apologies for not posting loads over the last 2 weeks but I'm back staying with my parents over christmas so thought I'd let you in on decorating the christmas tree with a festive vlog. It even features my adorable dog Lottie, she had to get in on the festive spirit. Wearing my beautiful new PJs from SouthBeach which I don't want to take off all christmas; they're so snug. So many festive things coming to FiveFootFour before christmas, can't wait to share them all with you. 

But for now here is the vlog link...www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Bm0qTulTy0
Lots more of me being weird and embarrassing myself so watch, like, comment and SUBSCRIBE!

Merry December Everyone

Sorry I haven't been posting as much as I usually do. Had a manic week of shoots, editing and uni work and my internet is being horrific...hence no vlog yet. Hopefully it will be up asap though. 

Through December I have so many fun and christmassy posts for you all including, posts of what to wear to your christmas party, my christmas jumper this year and of course there will be some festive vlogging going on once I'm home for the holidays. Also some lovely features with Boohoo, CelebLook and Misspap. This week is again pretty crammed as I have a bridal launch party on wednesday evening so tomorrow is dress rehearsals so it's all go here before heading to London on thursday morning. Busy is good though so I will try get some London posts up too as I know it's going to be super festive. Lots to look forward to so hope your Monday is made a little bit happier knowing it's now December. 

So keep your eyes peeled for some festive fun and posts to get you all embracing Christmas this year all through this month. I'm super excited...can you tell?!